i'm not like them, but i can pretend

i'm not like them, but i can pretend

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EVERYONE!	[Mar. 26th, 2007\|04:53 pm]
everyone who can read this, you must look into 'my brightest diamond.' i saw them open for the decemberists on saturday in boston, they tear it up. trained opera singer, melodic key/bass/string lines, and prominent beats. the girl has one set of pipes, one outstanding set of pipes. stayed with diddy and bender and caitlin in boston, party hearty. boston streets are anarchy, seriously. minimal lines, incredulously confusing, multi-faceted, intersections, oy.
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Dear Ambellina,	[Mar. 20th, 2007\|12:30 pm]
i've decided that nothing is exactly what i can wrtie about. i'm thinking about writing songs with conversations, they'd have to be good conversations, of course. no one wants a song that goes, "hey, hows it going? good. cool. what are you doing?" ya know? on another note, i'm going to start making comics that go along with songs. my first idea goes to the lead belly song "where did you sleep last night." if you don't know who lead belly is, that's cool, you might recognize the song via kurt cobain, as nirvana did a righteous cover of it in their mtv unplugged performance. another idea goes with weezer's only in dreams. i think they'll turn out very well. i wish i could sleep forever, i want to live in my dreams. through lucidity i can control, contort, and improve my world. i can fly, rise above the clouds, soar with the birds, ride along the gales, explore the big blue. i can fight, battle hoardes of demons, brave and resiliant, conquer the forces of evil, save the world from itself. i can love, how i can love, entrance the girl of my dreams, with but a look, keep her captivated, her countenance bright and beaming, creep my inquisitive fingers along her soft waiting form, feel her quake and make her sing. all in my dreams, i can live forever in my dreams.
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A short.

[Sep. 12th, 2006|01:27 pm]

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Fans and various effects.

]

fickle pickles
tickle their way through the fields
of sickles and nickels
with their eyebrows raised.

you should really consider smiling more often, all of you.

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Dear Ambellina,

[Jun. 21st, 2006|02:27 pm]

[

music

Imagine

]

at this point, you have two options;
side with me and join my new regime, so we can free this world of the evils we have tainted it with. or be left behind to sit and squander your years away knowing that you had the chance to do something great, if not the greatest thing of all time, for human kind.

the choice is yours, dear readers.

-s.

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Dear Ambellina,

[Sep. 26th, 2005|11:17 pm]

[	mood	\|	alone	]
[	music	\|	Emery - The Weakest	]

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Stephen
Birthday:	January 28
Birthplace:	Washington D.C.
Current Location:	West Hartford Connecticut
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	light brown
Height:	5' 10"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	rigth handed
The Shoes You Wore Today:	osiris hsu
Your Weakness:	bullets
Your Fears:	robots, death, being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	everything?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM:	word
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	dunno, face?
Your Bedtime:	when i'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory:	pops
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	buger king
Single or Group Dates:	either, they both have their perks
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither, i like tea
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	often
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yeah
Do you want to go to College:	i'm in college
Do you want to get Married:	sure
Do you belive in yourself:	not really
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	kind of
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes, guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	no
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos:	oreo canyon? yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	not yet
In the past month have you been Dumped:	not really
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	i don't think so
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	i don't want to die, i want to be immortal
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	superhero/musician/comic artist
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	dark brown
Short or Long Hair:	both look really good, if the girl can pull it off
Height:	at least 5 inches shorter than me
Weight:	at least 40 pounds less than me
Best Clothing Style:	i really don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken:	3?
Number of CDs I own:	upwards around 90
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	4
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

( a survey i took. )

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Dear Ambellina,

[Feb. 10th, 2005|08:15 pm]

[	mood	\|	...	]
[	music	\|	Dead Poetic - Bliss Tearing Eyes	]

"bleed one more time for me,

because my heart is filled with loneliness,
and this world is filled with loneliness.

bleed one more time for me,
because the struggles of this world,
are blisstearing."

i got a filling today.
my mouth just got over being numb.
it made eating weird.

the emptiness...

-stephen

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Dear Ambellina,

[Feb. 8th, 2005|04:10 pm]

[	mood	\|	contemplative	]
[	music	\|	Weezer - Tired of Sex	]

"i'm tired,
so tired.
i'm tired of having sex. (so tired)

i'm spread,
so thin,
i don't know who i am.

monday night i'm making jen,
tuesday night i'm making lynn,
wednesday night i'm making catherine,
oh why can't i be making love come true?" -rivers cuomo

rivers said it best.

and i'm tired.

-stephen

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Dear Ambellina,

[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:38 pm]

[	mood	\|	wonderment	]
[	music	\|	From Autumn to Ashes - Cherry Kiss	]

so mardi gras is tomorrow.

fat tuesday.

not really sure how beads and boobs came into the equation, but i won't complain.
hahaha.

i wonder what i should give up for lent.

or if i should give anything up for lent.

i mean, i already don't agree with many of the church's policies and teachings, why patronize them and fake believing in something i have no idea about?

ugh.

life is easier in ignorance.
not that catholicism is ignorance, but just that it was easier when i didn't question everything.

we'll see what my mother says, maybe i should talk to her about this whole theology thing, get her take on my wonderment.
or maybe i'll just give something up for the sake of it.

who know's?!

-stephen

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Dear Ambellina,

[Jan. 22nd, 2005|08:12 pm]

[	mood	\|	accomplished	]
[	music	\|	Pearl Jam - Black	]

this is my zeus, for all of you who wanted to see it finished. there are a couple little things i need to tweak, but its pretty much done.

zeus. in watercolor gouache paints

so the picture didn't show up. fucking livejournal. -stephen

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Dear Ambellina,

[Jan. 21st, 2005|01:18 am]

[	mood	\|	depressed	]
[	music	\|	Dead Poetic - Bliss Tearing Eyes	]

think about the fruitlessness of it the next time you light up a cigarette.
weigh out the pros and cons. seriously. think about the people who care about you, and if you don't care about your body, think about it for their sakes. no one wants to see their loved ones hooked up to a machine to sustain life. trust me.
think about how many people a day die directly from smoking, and smoking related illnesses, and see how that does for relaxation when you take that drag.
its bad for you.

why would you kill yourself so slowly and painfully?
why not do it in one fell swoop?
since you don't care about your body or your life.

-stephen

7 days

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